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2005-01-29T07:02:00.000-08:00

so fast jan coming to an end le. almost 3 more months to cedar guides campfire.. and a few more to o level.. time's passing past.. flying fast. my god.. wadeva la.. nothing much.. haf been studying till late outside wif wanru.. and i was really studying.. haha.. i finished my homework.. wheeee rocksss..

i celebrated ow's birthday on 17th.

ow's birthday on 21st

i went to ngee ann and nanyang poly open hse. ngee ann was great.. nanyang i dun like.. business studies.. rocks too.

erm. had many many tests i cant remember got wad..

ytd sec 1s official welcome for guides.. i haf 4 new members in my patrol.. ORIOLE ROCKS TOO! so now we haf like errmmms 14 pple?? wah piang so many.. i must control all.. den yas wan to see us.. den screamed at many pple.. and dey cant sit properly.. haha x) i din see anyting.. lol. i was at the side.. luckily not directly in front.. they were on raised grounds.. geee.. lol.. so wanru cried.. keet yeng cried.. i cried.. crying is contagious.. that's 3 crying orioles.. birds crying gawd. shihan cried sharon too gwen shireen.. everybody's just crying.. it's just damn hell sad.. den shihan say she wun noe wad to do when we left.. den tink we gong to go like damn sad.. so cry more.. all of us cry together.. diaooooss..

after that...

meet ow for dinner. he walked out to the ibs me and wanru took 135 he saw us.. and called me.. and den.. we forgot to press bell..so he gave us 5 minutes to walk back if not he's going to leave.. then 5 minutes up he call me say he on 13.. which just passed me.. but it was a lie la.. dorts strolled there.. he called to ask me hurry.. bleahhh!!.. den saw his herd fren there can see his belt seh! lol.. toot kia.. he dun wan admit.. den saw val and wanling.. nothing much.. saw eldds pple.. saw 1 downstairs and 1 group upstairs tot i was dead. lol., cedar won ACS BR neh ni neh ni poo poo.. i mean we won the debate.. so we were sitting near the group.. no space le!!! so yaaa.. so jeanette was like saying 'he's hot?' diaooo.. den started to ask me wad age wad sch and everyting how he's related and stuff.. and i said my fren my age mshs. den he in ncc uniform which makes anyone who wears it look nice.. bleah. den she say he v shuai.. so she and another 2 malay gals kept looking at him.. no i mean STARING AT HIM.. purposely walked to our table to tok.. dne when dey came out of toilet i ask ow waved. dey ran back in.. dorrrtts! den dey started boucning? sumting like acting cute.. nvm. lol.. so i asked ow waved bye bye coz dey nidta go..

in the end...

they began looking up from first floor. we were on the second.. and i waved them bye.. i supposed dey shy so walked away.. den dey came back.. on the pretext of playing wif a lil boi.. but still looking up... hmmmmss.. he's got mei li eh? waved aagain.. lol.. and expectedly dey walked away and tried to hide behind a tree which dey tink we cant see from up there.. apparently.. dey were bending down to look at him.. like spies? hmm.. wad rubbish.. disgraceful. stare at guys until like tt.. WAH PIANG.. even utnli like far far away at the bus stop but still can see brightly lighted macs.. dey were STILL LOOKING AT HIM.. making him freaked out.. lol.. den wanru and him collaborated and dey put chilli into my drink when i was in the toilet and unaware of wad's happening HOW CUD U ALL DO THIS MAN! but apparently their laughter gave them away.. i knew sumting was wrong.. i wanted to drink.. but ow stopped me =))) at least he still haf conscience can.. not like WANRU!!!!! but i was acting angry wif him lalalal bleah.. den wanru went off.. den mee... den him hahahaha blahh

today got dance.

he called once he woke up but i wasnt free.e
called a second time when i just arrived in tp.but i kept toking abotu jeanette and it freak him out he hung up
called a third time when i was doing my work. no mood to tok. was concentrating on permutations and combinations.. fun u noe! lol..

den me and huihui and wanru studied at macs after [val clara yunqian xinli emm went off] den too many pple. so we got shooed out. and we wnt to the cc to study utnil 8 plus? nice.. no slack. we just write and write and write..

dance was cool. everything planned. we just nid to adapt from the video and it aint easy shit. but i promised good work x) if time allows. huii like luffed at 8 out of 10 sentenece tt i say or do la.. doiii! i cant remember stil lgot wad impt event happened la.. forget it.. this is an entry logn enufff =PPp bye.. will update if i ve got the resources and the time.. for the time being takkaire pppple!

2005-01-13T04:04:00.000-08:00

wahhhhh!!! my blog's dying again.. dorts im so lazy so many days nv update le sia.. haha last day of 2004 i went out had countdown and many stuff.. arhh forget it.. i'll make this short..

school reopen le..

for a few days le..

since 3rd..

now is 13th..

lol..

4c 2005
form teacher: ms chng
english teacher: ms lizah
higher chinese teacher: mdm han
additional mathematics: mdm lum
elementary mathematics: mrs ng
physics: ms thang
chemistry: ms chng
geography: mrs ong
ss/history elective: ms ng

hahaha..

not bad la..

we got the better teachers for all subjects.. not like my poor cousin.. got tan han kiang.. as both e maths and combine sci chem teacher so poor ting la..

hmmm.. other than tt pe we had aikido..

no more big event other than meeting pple and more pple.. x)

not ow though.. wahh sad..

lol..

den had an eye operation called ind ytd.. missed sch..

got mc utnil fri..

means next mon den nid go sch

but being v studious..

i went back to sch today..

and finished all homework today//

missed ying yong wen and e maths timed assignment but teacher nv chase so i also dunno la..

my new resolution JIN RI SHI JIN RI BI x)) good gal me.. hehe

will hear ow's voice everyday without fail..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

aiyo nth to do..

tml i got guides....

got many ting to say but guess nobody reads my blog so its ok..

and stupid bernice got me link wrong or is i give wrong not sure..

lol..

IM A GOOD GAL! geddit? hehe

i love you guys to the core... =PpPpP

hmmmm......

2004-12-30T04:22:00.000-08:00

eh wah piang so long i nv update le sia.. shit.. so here comes my long entry againn laa..

24th.
had lunch wif wanru and co.
went to clementi for a while.
walked arnd.
went to airport again.
ate popeye's chicken.
no more fries again hmmphs!
countdown.
ton-ned.
played truth and dare.
played cards.
talked on the phone for a few hours wif owww-ch using wanru hp. free incoming. mine batt low.
drank coffee.
took first train home.
many pple from orchard.
all buay tahan already.
slept at 8 plus.

25th.
woke up at the 1 pm arh.
5 hours of slp.
went to ariana's hse.
waited one hour for caijing alone.
im so poor ting.
decided not to go for e guides xmas dinner sorrry pple!
cycled to nickt's hse.
jianhong randall there nia.
xiaojar left and i saw him.
den went back ariana' hse.
ate dinner.
we played cards mahjong and ps.
exchanged gift.
went home. 9 plus. so guai.

26.
me bro's bdae.
went to ah ma's hse.
ah ma bdae also.
so gt loads of food again.
talked wif the others.
many pple there.
nan de ok.
went home quite late.

27.
supposed to go to sch.
woke up late.
nv go.
heard only 5 pple appeared.
mdm faridah scold the sec 2s.
erms.
went out wif oww-ch.
watched shutter at tampines.
took bus there de los.
den take bus to harbourfront.
den take bus back to amk den go home le.
went to see doc.
some gland infection in the eye.
gave medicine and antibiotics pills arh.
v guai ate and applied everyting correctly.
stuffed the cotton bud into my eye wif the medicine.
whole eye turned red.
pain sia!

28th.
i stayed at home whole day.
guai hor.
i woke up at arnd 11 plus 12.
den ate medicine.
2 plus went to slp again.
woke up 6.
den ate medicine.
10 plus eat medicine again sleepy le. stupid medicine.
3 times a day ok. den e apply one 2 times a day.

29th.
got cca exhibition.
but i din wan to wear guides u.
so i dun wan do.
den wear sch u go there kpo.
walk half a round many tings to take le.
richa came to my sch.
lol.
errms.
den packed up ehre and there.
watch ncc parade just to receive badges.
that 5-10 minute parade they nidta wear full u neat and stuff. poor ting.
den packed up the super messy guides lounge.
now v neat le.
new cabinets and stuff.
hehe.
we rock.
so ask wanru leave early wif me.
she nidta go back tuition.
took 135.
den she go le.
den i went to amk meet oww-ch.
told him i reaching.
he ask me why so early.
supopsed to be 1 meet i 2 plus 3 den meet.
den by then he watching mr kiasu.
den v sad he cnt watch.
but he say nvm.
hehe.
errrm.
den he supopsed to go buy uniform ma.
so i pei him.
take 133 until his workplace there.
den we slowly find our way to peninsular.
the shop is called shanghai. funny rite.
haha.
hmms.
den we walked to esplanade.
den loitered there for a while.
go the library.
go the rooftop.
go see the river.
walked arnd.
den walk to marina.
he wan watch kung fu hustle again.
den e time not rite.
so checked arnd.
suntec gt time we can make it.
so slowly wlak there again los.
den went to eat bk.
we sat beside each other but facing the wall at a corner.
he turned and asked me wad if someday he leave me.
den i nv answer.
i asked him wad if one day he leaVe me.
he say he will auto kill himself.
hahaha.
den i ask wad if one day i leave him.
he'll still kill himself.
my kor v cute rite.
diaooo
hahaha~
doiii..
eh so we went to watch the movie. den he bought e sofa seats.
wah sit also song. but it was 12.50 per movie.
tsk tsk.
money waster.
then we slowly walk walk walk walk.
walk until near the sea there.
den we sit sit. talk talk.
haha. den slowly walk to another place.
den found 133.
suddenly one group of guys point and say eh jeremy leh, den dey went OWWWWW!
so i separated den walk away.
hahaha.
one of them is jeremy ong sia.
he everytime nv say hello when see me de sia.
singapore idol also.
so we gt onto 133.
den went back amk.
walk a while more.
slack a while more.
he sent me to the mrt station.
the mother wans him home.
lol.
den i reached home le.

today.
nothing much la.
stayed at home the whole time.
kinda sad.
jealous?
lol.
doiii.
rubbish de sia.
den whole day waTch tv.
play comp a while a while tt kind.
changed my friendster profile.
den slacked.
and i ate 2 pills at a time.
stupid oww-ch say will die.
den i din believe.
see im so smart.
im still alive and kicking.
sian.

tml is last day of 2004.
knn sian sia.
3 more days sch reopen.
haven even start doing hw.
shit la.
not ready to start sec 4 leh.
o level le.
shud i make resolutions.
i dun tink i shud.
will just end up procrastinating like usual.
forget it.

why does "i love you" makes pple smile? hahaha.

are promises really meant to be broken.

will you be wif me till the end of time.

will you ever leave me.

i trust u.

loads.

dun break my heart.

i'll always be there for you.

just like you will be there for me.

i'll love you as much as you love me.

and i hope you'll love me as much as i love you.

boyy. that's so crappy. hahaha!

chem diagnostic.town_________*]]

2004-12-23T07:54:00.001-08:00

well this mornin woke up at 8.. i forgot to set alarm... e last time i saw e time was 6 plus and there i go 7.56am den wake up.. shit la.. i tinking 8 or 8.30 is the chem test.. den rush like mad la.. grrr... den went down tried to hire cab.. but no cab cum.. den scared really late arhhh.. so book a cab.. spent like ermms $10?? grrrr.. den reach sch gt sum sec 1 registration ting buy book.. v crowded arh.. den just alight outside sch den walk in.. den reach there theatrette nobody! scare me sia! den saw tze yin strolling in when i was in e cab.. hhahaah.. anyway asked pamela she said in classroom.. phew heng i not late la.. almost..but not.. thanks to e cab.. he drove another person den realized wrong drop e person off den came back for me =)) thanks alot arh though i doubt u'll ever read this lol...

chem diagnostic not tt tough first few page were do-able... 1 and a half hr paper.. 60 marks.. hope i passs. hehehe... den went to town [[heeren and cine]] wif vivian tze yin and christabel.. not many shops open.. in e end dey boutgh some xmas gift and cards la.. den we wenta take neoprints.. den arnd 1.30 vivo gt to go.. so everybody also go.. den pei her wait for bus.. v long to come ok... lol.. in the meantime we had a talk los.. nth much.. anyway.. den i called xinwen ask where him.. wan come out anot.. coz ytd cnt ma.. so he said he on a bus to cine.. wah den ask him wan meet anot den he say jared going.. den i dun care just went to cine find them.. turn out kevin aw also there... and i MET VANESSA TODAY! wah so excited la so long nv see her.. happy hahahah!

so they were eating kfc and dey started putting chicken stuff into the coke and disgusting correct le la... den jared wanted to call matthew tang.. den xinwen dun wan.. sumhow jared say if xinwen dun call he's off.. in the end he really went home.. -.- so left me and kevin and xinwen.. den we go see wad time gt movie.. den dun haf.. so took a bus to ps to try to catch a 3 plus movie.. in the end we decided to watch kung fu hustle at 6.40 de.. kevin gt electric guitar lessons at 5-5.30 so in between all the slots we went to long john silver walk arnd.. shop in spotlite i told xinwen wad presents are gettable.. den treated me eat fried ice cream.. den after kevin's lesson we went to carrefour.. den buy drink put in fridge coz we still gt time ma.. den lol.. went abck to take... den went up buy poopcorn.. and den we were in the cinema le.. so sitting first row 7.8.9 stupid i say i wan 8 den dey both dun let me sit.. fine! grrrr! den kevin sit 8.. haha in the end.. xinwen say he dun wan sit by the side.. ok so he sit 8 in between me and kevin hahahaha.. oh kevin reads my blog tag la u!... hahaha.. den after movie... stupid xinwen whacked me.. "touched" me eh.. HAHAHAHA ++pple dun be dirty and dun tink wrong la..++ i gt whacked.. lol.. this blog supposed to be more exciting but i decided not to update hahaha bleahhh..

well.. den was supposed to go home.. wif kevin on mrt red line.. den xinwen ask us pei him go bus stop.. dne we say ok.. den he alot of problems.. keep wanting pple to pei him... go bus stop.. den kevin nidta go.. so rite... hahaha we left xinwen alone.. "u scared of dark huh" AHAHA so funnnny.. bleahhh.. den me and kevin took train den say bye and me reach home le los.. told u all nth mcuh happened le la...

oh anyway.... the movie was not bad.. quite funnnny hahaha.. really los.. luff untilpengx.. xinwen luff until damn grosss la.. kevin tried to kept his cool... blahhh blaahhh tml going out to celebrate glen's bdae... lol.. it's called a bdae lunch.. and he finally allowed gavin to go after alll hahaha actually he dun wan wan los.. damn mean rite.., hahaha okie that's all bye bye..

PEACEFUL. =))

long entryyyy...

2004-12-22T17:27:00.000-08:00

so i haven been REALLY blogging since 17th dec.. so let's seee wad happen after the 17th

18th december:
wahh woke up damn early to change.. it was MISS JULIA LIM's weddding.. one of my guides teacher.. so all of us who went were decked in skirts and blouse.. e t-shirt and jeans or burms are gone -dun luff los- yupps. the whole wedding was great.. miss lim was chio.. her husband not very shuai BUT is very cute... lol... really.. dey are one funky couple v sporty.. v cheerful.. and keep kisssing.. hahaha.. den had lunch there.. nice foood.. really nice man! MR AND MRS CALEB AND JULIA WOOOOOOOO or izzit wWUUUUUUUU? i duno.. lol

so decided to go coffee bean and slacked.. den supposedly supposed to go to parkroyal hotel to stay de los... lol.. den all pang seh.. in the end only left me and wanru going.. PANG_SEHER GANG. grrrr. den went to hotel slacked. watch zhen qing. den had dinner at army market downstairs.. den me and wanru decided to go suntec stock up on snacks.. so we went.. den went back.. den stupid bus driver bluff us.. den we alighted a few stops earlier.. then we slowly walk back.. den we eat alot of snacks.. and wanru eaT really alot.. hahaha. plus 5 duck winggs.. den we conferenced until e mum ask us hang up and stufff.. so nth much le..

19th december:
my birthday celebrations wif my family and relatives at my grandma hse.. b4 tt we checked out of the hotel den went to eat yong tau foo.. not bad.. den dey sent me home.. lol.. after tt bring all e food prepared by my other aunt and go buy cake.. den go up to grandma hse den wah got alot of foood los hahah rocks! my cake is white chocolate de... wheeeee~ so long nv see my cousin den tok and play watch shrek etc etc.. den went home at 11 plus.. -nextdaygtschshruggs-

20th december:
dragged myself up from bed.. got amaths test.. we had conference last nite.. haha.. den my calculator ran out of battery.. heng checked. den ask wanru bring 1 for me.. yupp.. so she was almost late.. aiya she's not e latest. more arrived after tt.. 1 arrived almost 1 hour after test begin so she only gt 1 hour left. haha e test was alright.. not say very difficult i gt one question e prove identity one dunno how to do.. hahah grrr. nvm quite confident i will pass.. yupps.. den after tt waited for e backdrop pple to get ready.. supposed to meet zihui and otehrs hu gt no a maths test at 12.. in e end we late.. sorrry!! haha.

d en we went to eat seoul garden and we saw shihan sharon and geraldine and sumbody else.. haha keep going to kah jiao themm.. -outofpoint- den remembered xinwen say he will be in e area at arnd the same time.. in e end we met at the big big christmas treeee in taka.. hahaa.. den after tt we decided to return to our foood. and he went to meet his frens.. -yupp the ones in my tagboard- we finished eating at arnd 4 plus.. or 5 plus we continue slacking in there after we eat la.. den clara gave me a card she drew.. hahaha den emm val and clara nidta go.. den wanling din come at all.. den me wanru zihui huii continue shopping in heeren huii wan buy xmas present.. den buy le all go home.

den at toa payoh interchange i saw WANLING! hahaha she was wif her mum buying books and stuff.. haha den gt one indian couple quarelling there.. den damn funny la i pretend i waiting for fren den stay there watch.. damn tt bastard who whacked the gal.. sickening.. den e gal sit on e floor and cry.. dramatic de los.. hahahaha.. den reach home.. den at nite conference again.. den waited until arnd 12.. den hp keep gt messages.. msn got many pple tok to me.. frenster got more testimonial.. and -TAADAAA- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA PPLE LOADS HEHEHEHEHEHE! =)))))))))))))

den the pple in e conference sang me a birthday song toooo.. thanks ya pple.. and somebody keep wishing happi bdae arh.. msg frenster tagboard call.. thanks ya... u noe whu u are =))

and there we reached..... the date awaited for long.... the most important day of 2005...

the day...

when me...

nail teng teng..

`hUiyEn]]

turns 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-okiedunluffinoeivlatebornandinanother11daysgotpplebornin1989turns16le-

but it's ok.. means im YOUNG! wheeeeee! hahahah bleah to pple older than me.. hahahaha

get lost cause turning 15 on 21st december rocks. hahaha bleah!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYBODY BORN ON THIS DAY! HAHAHAHA

21st december:
e nite b4 me gavin and xinwen tok utnil 3.. wanru nidta go.. emm wanta go.. so we talked.. crappped.. chatted.. and den we heard some snores.. -SNOREESS- but it's not me... not xinwen.. so it's hahahah i dun hafta name it out.. we all know whoo.. damn funny la.. den we just kept luffing and keep calling GAVIN! GAVIN! germaine! gavin.. but no reply... so u noe wad happened ya.. so talk continue and we decieded to hang up cozx i nidta wake up early today..

so 7 plus woke up.. prepared to go sch.. supposed to go see doc.. so walked to toa payoh polyclinic wahhhh many pple.. den decided not to go.. so took buses arnd toa payoh to pass time.. lol.. oh ya see doctor for my eye -again.. snorts- welll den went to my cousin hse there de bus stop meet her to pass her her wallet which she left at my grandma hse.. suppoed to pass her when i was in sch ytd but i forget to bring hahahaha.. den she was late..s o walk to her hse downstairs.. called her.. aunt said she'll be coming down.. and den apologized for OVERLOOKING THE TIME.. -.-

ok den take bus go sch reach at 9.30 just as i had planned. great. hahaha.. den admin invitation card accepted le.. lol.. den went to r and r in home ec room and wahh dey baking so fun... lol.. den helped.. den val and wanling ask me find my present.. but i find it the first place i checked. smart gal.. me.. hahaha bleah... thanks TO U PPLE! okie den went up to 3rd flooor.. den weiyi wanru yunqian planning 30-week plan.. so sit there. den wanru called mdm faridah to clarify stuff. suddenly some sec 2s walk towards us.. wif an orange in their hand wif candle lighted.. burning.. and dey start to sing e bdae song.. dorts.. lol.. wanru on e phone..s o we stopped them den i walk towards them and den so dey sing softer.. haha.. den i blew the candle made a wish.. hehehe.. dey din forget i love ORANGE... nice idea for e cake.. hahaha!

den me gtg le.. so wanru left wif me.. and emm too.. koped the rnr food hehe.. nt bad la.. hahaha!well b4 i left e guides there sang the bdae song again.. THANKS ARH! hahahaha whee~ den v happy le.. den took bus go ica to make ic.. -while on the bus- points.. eh isnt tt e building we wan go.. ya! press the bell! just as i pressed we drove past a stop and the next one was far.. so we slowly walked back los.. haha reach there.. wanted to be kiasu take q no first so tt wun take so long.. in the end e person say go take pic first.. first and second floor many pple. so we go until v high den wah lil pple.. v good q is short. ahhaa.. den e person ask me comb up my fringe -grrr- but i pushed it away frm my eyes only la.. haha it came out nt bad.. probably my best official pic..maybe because i in my sch u.. bleahh.. so waited quite long for my turn.. den do alot of stuff.. den keep using my thumb de.. den my left thumbprint v awkward den can make.. bend like weird weird like tt. haha.. den just before i go.. den e counter person said HAPPy BIRTHDAY.. wah i din hear leh.. sad.. emm dey all tell me..so i went to say thank you and smilessss wheeee. so exciting.. haha! like check ur birthcert then see it's ur bdae. so excitinghahah!. wanru ate ice cream.. den we went to e train/

wanru and emm wanted to go j8 watch movie but over huii dey all there dunno wa dhappen la.. dey decided to go tp anyway.. hahaa! so dey allighted first while i go over to amk. supposed to meet jeremy at 1 pm.. den keep postpone.. 1.30 2 2.30 in the end he say reach orchard tt time tell him.. in e end i rush utnil mad.. when i reach amk den he say he coming le.. din wait v long =)) den we took bus 133 go city hall.. den he go take his pay.. den we walk to marina.. we wan watch national treasure so went to get tickets first.. haha we wanted to watch e 6.35 show.. hahaha.. den we went to eat burger king.. den slacked walked arnd.. we even go blow wind.. there gt one place v windy v nice.. den sit at e stairs there.. den about 6.30 we walk into e area.. den check eh no 6 haven open no 4 open le.. den i checked the time.. 9.20 -.- the perosn gif wrong.. so went to change..and allowed wheeeeee~ so we took e upper row there.. the movie is nice u noe.. hahaha finished 9 plus le.. den we continued to walk here walk there.. wah everywhere e shops mostly closed le.. must be late.. haha fun rite? den we slowly walk to peninsular plaza.. den go in walk walk.. hehe.. edn walk past the high class prostitute area dne he demo how those gal will stnad and stufff. den funnny la! haha like gay like tt him.. den we sat at the bus stop and waited for a double decker 166 to come.. haha.. den on the bus v crowded.. so we talked a bit den xinwen called den i said not free. sorry arh! hmmms.. so i fell aslp after tt was leaning against the window.. den he shoved my head to his shoulder wheeeee so comfy ok.. hahahhaa.. i slept all e way to amk until he woke me up -.- irrrrritating la.. stupid kor... hmmphs! den we walk to sit down again.. and slacked.. lol.. until 11 plus.. den walk to 7-11 get drink den i wanted to take cab.. den he ask enuff money anot den i say enough.. anyway expenditure today all paid by him heehee wheeeeeeeeeeee~ lol.. den he ask me wan wad for bdae present.. den we go buy.. but i dunno wad to buy.. so we'll buy e next time we go out.. we go shop.. hhaah! and we going to watch kung fu.. i reached home at 12 exactly.. -wahh =(( bdae over le nidta wait 1 more year- 1 more month from my bdae is jeremy's 16th bdae.. hahaha so old le him.. lalalalalal bleahhh..

22nd december:
happy bdae jojin!!!!!!!! my cousin's bdae.. he's born one day after me.. and he has to call me sister coz im older lalalal! bleahhh! den xinwen gavin ask me go out take neoprint but i cant get of the hse coz of my aunt.. nvm ive been going out everyday.. NEXT TIME DEN WE GO TAKE OK? promise. lol... hahahahahah.. den dey just went sch if i not wrong.. hahaha.. bleahhh! den received a msg.. supposed to go out tml after chem diagnostic de.. but haha jeremy boss ask him get back to work... dorts.. nvm la.. =(( so we meeting after xmas! lol.. coz both of us not freee.. wheeeeeeeee~ suposed to study today.. well well well.. i woke up at 1 plus today.. ytd conferenced again ma.. wif everybody den left me adn emm and clara.. xinwen nidta go.. wanru cant join.. gavin scared he fall aslp den snore again.. haha so shy ah.. bleahhh... and here i amm..

yuppps v long entry le.. sorry.. and thanks for readng until here. hAHAH!

UPCOMING EVENTS FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS OF 2004:
[[sorryforrepeatingsomanytimes]]-haftaconstantlyremidnmyselfma-

23rd december: chemistry diagnostic test [[notstudy.cantbebotheredbleh]]
24th december: xmas eve. i tink we haf some xmas dinner.. [[guides]]
25th december: CHRISTMAS. xmas party at ariana's place.. gt turkey gift exchange etc. another xmas party at my aunt hse.. gt gift exchange again.. and not forgetting.. im not tt mean u noe! GLEN's BIRTHDAY! hahahaha =))
26th december: awww. my brother's bdae.. turning 18.. wah old le! but can watch m18 show officially la!!! going out wif him again =))
31st december: hotel gathering.last day of 2004~ saddening.. it has been an exciting year

THIS YEAR ROCKS MAN! i LOVE 2004! =((

ANYWAY....

thank you to everybody who remembered my birthday [[esp those i v long nv tok to de.. and not v close to me de.. so happy u all remembered my bdae gt pple i dun remember de also gt wish sia THANKS!]].. and more thank yous for those who gave me presentS.. and even more thank you for those who celebrated my bdae wif me.. my happiest bdae.. and nto forgetting jeremy for lettting me enjoy my birthday this year thoroughly. hahaha~

wo yao xie xie wo de mama wo de papa wo de ge ge wo de mei mei.. hai you wo de si de nu zhong de peng you.. yi ji wo zai nu tong jun li de jie mei.. dang ran bu neng wang ji wo de hai sing gao zhong he acs barker de buddies. hahahah.. zui hou suo you ren shi wo de ren..

you pple rock.. though i rock more.. aiya doesnt matter rite.. hehehehehhee....

the following paragraph is for everybody in my tagboard.. i noe my tagboard v fun to play arhh.. but dun hafta do this.. dun be so bo liao la hor..

no 1.. me and xinwen are purely frens.

no2. xinwen and i are merely good frens. dun tell me u dun haf good frens den tt's v sad but obviously u haf because huiting is candice gd fren. sl is huiting's good fren.. see get wa i mean haha.

no 3.. i dun flirt wif him.. i dun flirt wif guys like him.. pls la. he's only a sec 1 leave it to U sec 1s to handle him..

no 4. i wud rather choose gavin over xinwen. xinwen's nth. dun make him sound like everyones fightign over him coz.. lol.. wait he head big arh..

no 5. if u not happy wif me.. den meet up and tok.. dun come here and di siao..

no 6.. latest tag reply.. hmms I WUN STEAD WITH SOMEONE SO CHILDISH and 2 yEARS YOUNGER THAN ME. AND HE"S NOT say very SHUAI and we are like totally 2 kind of pple la.. pls la hor... i dun haf such bad taste.. read my latest entry.. u mite get wad i mean.. coz u noe.. lol.... bleah

no 7. seriously i din ask xinwen not spend time wif huiting.. i din put a knife at his neck or a gun at his head to not go out wif amanda.. i usually ask gavin to go out and den xinwen joins us.., u see gavin is e main guy.. hmmphs! but he's only sec 2.. and he's my partner.. so it's not possible between us too

no 8. this is my tagboard.. and u shud be handling this at xinwen's tagboard.. not mine.. for god sake u are not e only ones reading my blog.. imagine the ting u pple say make everybody tink im really wif xinwen.. den tt's ur fault.

no 9. im not a bitch tt goes arnd stealing boyfriends.. hahah! and i obviously know he's taken.. but he's still single.. other sec 1s can steal him.. lock him wif u if u dun wan to lose him.. nobody wud be able to if e bond is there..

no 10. xinwen.. next time go out wif her 3 times a weeek la.. or at least once every week.. and stuff. wait her frens cum and hum tum u arh.. for nto spending ENUFF TIME WIF HER.

well wad's enuff.. it's nv enuff. u see once u wan twice u see twice u wan thrice u see 4 times u'll wan more.. coz u'll jsut miss seeing him more and more.. long distance relationship dey dun see each other for long.. as long as he still contacts u.. loves u and stufff. doesnt really matter if u see him anot.. loving a person doesnt mean owning him.. doesnt mean seeing him everytime.. doesnt mean u can be possessive.. doesnt mean he cant go out wif his opposite sex frens.. doesnt mean alot of stuff u noe.. find a way to make him hold on to u.. and not u holding on to him.. tts e kind of stuff tt a gal shud do.. alot of ting to say for love.. but i tink better not..

no 11. cherish ur first relationship xinwen.. errs lol..

no 12. we all know who started this first.. seriously we all know. readable and stuff. it's all tehre for them to see hahahah

no 13. if our english is not proper.. not like urs is [[check out the archive candice.. ur sentence structure is wrong]].. dun insult our intelligence. because u pple are only sec 1.. u haf so much more to learn..

no 14. doesnt really matter if our attitude is lousy or wad. coz for saying ours is.. take a look at urself in the mirror

no 15. thank you for leaving ur name when u tag.. anonymous taggers suck. lol. candice next time dun use ** or wad.. candice is ur name. use it lol.

no 16. i know the blog is for viewing purposes.. and therefore i din block ur ip so tt u cant tag to leave ur comments.. hahahha.. u pple are just disgracing urself and ur sch here when everybody reads it.. haha. we do haf a quite reputable reputation hahaha

no 17. saying vulgarities doesnt mean we are being uncivilised here. it's just a crude way to vent our frustratiions

no 18. by making a din here u are being more uncivilised.. and showed a lack of ur intelligence.. use it sumwhere else manx.

no 19. i know u pple are just feeling antagonised by wad's happening to ur frens but check out e facts b4 u cum and say sum distorted facts tt u pple created.

no 20. u shud really noe tt u are just sec 1s and we are not abusing our authority over here. im just afraid of being maligned tt im bullying pple younger than i am..

and

THANK YOU FOR VISITING MY BLOG SO OFTEN

YOUR KINDNESS IS GREATLY APPRECIATED. -smiles-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!! =))

2004-12-21T23:51:00.000-08:00

errrrmmms...

2004-12-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

haven been able to come online at my aunt's hse these few days... anyway..

COUNTDOWN 4 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
8 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!

okie... anyway... nth much happened during this few days.. on 15th went to return my nkf card.. nth much..

yesterday had a maths remedial... den after tt went to see e sec 1 campfire dance.. ehh not bad compared to the one dey presented during sec 4 farewell at least nt tt childish and.. err i dunno wad la.. lol... but still haf alot of room for improvement.. den sec 2 painting thinking day banner.. coy 2 one nicer leh!! but nvm lol... it's all cedar guides ma.. hahahaha... [[sec 2s: if u are ever reading this! e floor on e second level iS VERY VERY VERY VERY SUPER DIRTY!and it belongs to the first coy since u all were painting there ytd.. u all better clear it up soon b4 mdm faridah or miss lizah or any other teachers and sch attendant complaina bout it which i tink already haf los]] ok after tt i went to pp mac to meet mingjie and ariana for breakfast.. den yumei joined us after tt.. den we slacked and chatted.. so long nv see them so much tings to tk.. so actually wan go library study and do hw..in e end.... sumbody suggested v boring den go town.. den we went town walk walk... den took neoprint again.. lol.. wheeee =)) miss my partner loads we sitting back same place again nexy year [[ im going sch earlyto book place hmmphs!!!]] ok anyway walk arnd everywhere den finally went home after a 25 cents cone at mac! lol... den jeremy called me.. ehh where u going on ur bdae.. "i going to sch for campfire meeting den going make ic in my sch u" sch u again?!!?!?!?! yupps.. "ehh why? u wan bring me out to celebrate my bdae arh? " ya la..." =)) wheeeeeeee~~

today gt remedial again la! den after tt wanru class haven dismiss so i went in there to sit sit and listen.. eric tan in there ma.. i dua pai los! den gt holiday hw de ans from him den gif 4 other pple.. cnt gif others.. promised mr tan le! sorry! hahaha.. dena fter tt eat den went guides lounge clear up in the end slack again... supopsed to paint table but nv.. so play music and emm and clara painted some paper.. den almost going home tt time den dancing in the moonlight was on perfect 10 so v excited shouted to canteen direction "wanru!!!!!!!!" "wad" "dancing in the moonlight on perfect 10" suddenly ms lizah shouted from second flooor. who allowed u to scream and shout in the sch.. but as in scream and shout also gt wrong meh -.- so we kept v quiet den v sscared of her.. den she keep standing there n lookinga t dunno wad.. den started drizzling.. den me and wanru went to tp.. den ate mac ice cream.. den went to popular for hre shopping.. den her mum came and paid.. den came home and here i am le!

ya i told u le nth much.. lol

events tml:
- miss julia lim's wedding in the morning
- going out wif =)))
- my grandpa's death anniversary 1st year!
- supposed to go to work.. but aunt haven inform me.. but forget it
- staying over at hotel [[ dun tink dirty los ]] wif wanru...

upcoming events:
19th december - birthday celebrations 1 with my relatives
20th december - additional mathematics diagnostic test
- birthday celebrations 2 with my fellow guides at seoul garden
21st december - MY BIRTHDAY FINALLY!
- birthday celebrations 3 with =))
23rd december - chemistry diagnostic test
- go out wif =)) again! hahaha

--------------------christmas shopping--------------------

2004-12-15T13:18:00.000-08:00

hmmms well i met wanru ytd at ibs international bus stop la only marist n cedarians will noe.. supposed to meet at 12 but i arnd 1.30 like tt reach le.. so told wanru if she late must treat drink in the end she also early los.. lol.. so we took 100 to beach road supposed to meet andrew at 12.30 but he said he will be late for at least 10 minutes den ask us go ahead first. in the end he late very long los!! grrrr! so made him treat us drink drink and he bought sugar canneee~ hehe =))..

anyway so he's e second person to gif me a present for my bdae... lol.. first was wanru... but both are plush toys and DOGS at that.. everyone like to buy me dog seh.. lol.. purposely one rite coz noe i scared of real dogs.. lol no la very cute e both dogs can be fren.. eh papa buy tt one gt smell one summore.. nice nice scent.. hahah~! bleah..

den actually meeting gavin at 1.30 at lavender mrt.. den he call say he ownself go xinwen hse first [[queenstown]] den he called again ask us we done anot we say almost.. den he say wait for us at lavender.. then wanru nametag take v long to make ma.. so e third time gavin say he come to find us.. hahaha.. so we waited at beach road.. HE CAN REMEMBER MY NO LEH! hehehe... so i made name tags at beach road for pple la..

1. NAIL TENG [[nail becoz teng in chinese is ding and ding is nail]] <> hahah lame rite.. black tag white words..

2. NAIL TENG

FLIRTY BITCH

3. GAVIN GOH

HUIYEN'S PARTNER

4. ANDREW TAN

HUIYEN'S DADDY

5. SOH XIN WEN

HUIYEN ROCKS

[[because cnt put huiyen's fren ma everybody is my fren so put huiyen rocks]]

6. GLEN GOH

HUIYEN ROCKS

[[same reason]]

den we went lavender mrt den gavin and andrew walk v fast.. den we cnt catch up.. den we lost them.. whne we turn dey just came only.. apparently dey trying to trick us.. btu i noe wad's going on los.. so went into e mrt station den dortsss we lost them again.. so we board the train.. den dey didn't .. but dey faster board the same train.. heng i called them la.. kuku.. lol...

den xinwen waited at ikea.. we walked from lavender to ikea very far ok.. lol so reach den we shop arnd for e xmas stuff.. den shop finish le.. den e tings v heavy los! den deciding where to go.. wanted to pei gavin walk to mrt station den we take mrt to toa payoh <>. but wanru want to take bus.. den i dun bear to let him go home alone ma.. so sad los.. den after tt wanru say she no more cash want to use ezlink to eat mac coz still gt money inside ma.. den xinwen say eat at e nearby mac.. den wanru sa yshe wan eat at tp.. den took v long to decide.. den gavin abit pissed off so shouted wanru.. U FAT GAL faster decide la.. den we decided to take bus [[33]] to a mrt station [[redhill]] den we reach tt time andrew and gavin decide to take e bus to bedok den change bus to go home.. so we alighted me and wanru.. den we saw e bus stop gt 145 so decided not to take mrt le.. ate ice cream while waiting for e bus..

stupid 145 e journey more than 1 hour los! wadeva la..sit until butt hurts.. den wanru still saymy slping posture v funny one..from upright den slowly go down dunno how to describe la.. so awe reach tp at 5.30 den ate mac.. den wanru's ez link cnt work.. and i gt not much cash left liao.. so she tried to call pple but nobody ans den abit pissed offf la she coz ex link inside she check still gt $15 plus.. hahaha. so she asked emm buy chicken rice go her hse for her whilte she ate a cone and redeemed a cheeseburger using e points lol..

den wanru mum help me alter my sch skirt la. left her hse at 10 plus los! den nvm coz i explained to my mum.. tt her mum tried to call her to tell her.. so everyting was ok... lol.. but whne i reach home at 11 e door closed and stuff. aunt finally opened e door for me.. so i decided today is not e day to conference.. coz my batt left 3 bars only den cnt charge here if not will get scolded.. summore e day b4 already kena scolded for toking on the phone le.. BUT I GT FREE INCOMING WAD... so went to bathe.. den come out hp 3 missed call from gavin.. =X everytime he call i cnt hear one leh but this time i go bathe ma.. den xinwen called so i told him i cant tok.. den after tt hang up.. den gavin called i told him to call xinwen so tt he can tell him e story.. den after tt jeremy called me.. den coz everytie conference so nv tok to him.. so toked to him a while.. den hang up when he reach home.. den he ask me call him or he use his hse phone to call me.. but i told him tt my batt low cant tok.. den he OK LOS FINE LOS =(( so listen to my mp3 and stuff den go to slp le.. hehehehe

den today wake up watch mvp den online le los.. grrr.. and den soon i'll be on my way out AGAIN.. every nite returned home at 11.. but today i early come home.. becoz i will only go out to hand in my nkf donation card den come home le ma.. nobody to go out wif.. actually gt la.. coz sumbody pang seh-ed jeremy.. den he say he going fren hse de la.. den doiii~ he keep asking me u tml free? den i say free i going out to hand in card only.. den i was like I TOT U GOING FREN HSE.. den he i wan ask u out ma.. den i was like NOT FREE> NO TIME blhea... den he oK los dne i go my fren hse.. lol.. no mood to go out today wif pple ma.. sorry la.... go to ur frne hse la.. since pple going ur hse tonite also wad.. lol!

`boring sunday\\

2004-12-12T06:36:00.000-08:00

ok.... so it's a sunday.. so fast los.. i din even realize.. after being at camp and hk and not in singapore rotting for so many days it's a sunday... and it's

9 more days to my BIRTHDAY! i repeat 9 more days! 9 more only leh!! can use finger and count can... hehehehehehehehe!!!!! happy! means mzu go make ic le.. tt reminds me.. i received the letter today! hahaha

and not forgettting 13 more days to CHRISTMAS and of coz glen's bdae -i nv forget ok- hahahah not like u MEAN! and irritating hahahaha...

HO HO HO mErRy ChRiStmAs... lol... or version no2 HO HO HO this is the P O L A R EXPRESS!!!!!!!!! hahaha...

-on 25th dec 2004 00.00- ** msg to glen... aiya die le la should i say happy birthday first or merry christmas? both very impt leh... die cant make up my mind... hmm same day leh.. merry birthday or happy christmas also same hor! ;p tt day den decide bahx **

haha i believe i din mention on ytd entry tt i took e cab tt mdm faridah took rite.. lol... after alighting from e plane collecting baggage etc mdm faridah went home straight on a cab.. while me and wanru and wanru mum and clara went to eat popeye chicken which emm came later... gong nidta go home coz parents here wanling too val too huihui nidta go home coz mom bdae den wan her back for dinner. zihui cant stay. sandra whole family also here.. haha.. ok anyway we finished eating arnd 7...

den went ot take cab me emm clara shared one.. den we tok about e hk ting coz emm nv go so we tlel her wad happened.. den tok halfway e driver asked us whether we from guides den i ask how he noe den he say ting de chu... lol weird.. hahaah anyway... he say just now got one person also take cab from guides den go hk just came back den maybe e flight earlier than ours.. den we were like huh..we were the only batch.. den he say is a teacher... lol.. dne we ask izzit malay got wear headscarf anot den haf haf... SO WE CONFIRMED it was mdm faridah esp after he said it was arnd 4 plus... haha wad a coincidence... lol.. so we sent clara home at macpherson.. den emm came to my hse here n take bus coz i was wif 4 pieces of luggages remmeber.. hahaha..

ok so i did nth much today except eating slping using comp watching tv slacking and more slacking... hahaha

but i also went to creative there and had my spoilt mp3 checked out... e person say is e mp3 hang... but so many problems leh.. ona lready den off den a while later gt weird sound come out like eeeeeeeeee tt kind.... lol.. so he still changed a new one for me though e old one was perfectly fine wif him... hahaha! so a new mp3 but i hafta relaod e songs and stuff.damnnn.. grrr.. ok that's alls ee ya pple again

**hint hints**

remember 9 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeee~ =))

missinginaction.tired***.sick____

2004-12-11T21:46:00.000-08:00

so was gone for 8 days huh.. gt miss me?? i know u all haf la dun deny.. life must be damn bo liao without me to disturb u pple rite?? i know i know no nid tell me wait i shy.. lol! =)) very high now.. this entry mite be long.. hehehe~ see whether i will fall aslp anot.. sick from camp till now... stupid voice like weird weird one.. den sore throat ok... let's begin...

patrol mate for camp: clara,chenya,sharon,pearlyn,joy,germaine,weekie. COURAGE ROCKS!
patrol mate for hong kong guides exchange: beverly,vanessa,laymian,serene,wanling.

4th dec
-gathered in sch.
-picked punk but only v lil thou nid alot pick until e hand sore ok.. coz must use hand.
-arrived in camp christine.unloaded the stuff.
-pitched tents, made gadgets, made shelters MOVING INTO the tent [[FUN FUN AND MORE FUN!!]]
-played games.
-designed flag
-lights out at 11pm
-ate lunch and dinner. catered food and den food by our senior respectively.
-health patrol for duty

5th dec
-had physical training [[normal exercise + jumping jacks & more]]in e morning.den colours.
-archery.fun.nice.but must change to being a rite hander coz is right hander bow.. but i did well -patrol inspection.passed.neat and tidy and cool and good.
-outdoor cooking
-nighthike.[[went jungle to haf supper.called pple on hp, parents xinwen answered andrew gavin din.gt pple caught using hp.so everybody;s hp confiscated coz not supposed to bring hp during activity.so no contact wif anybody outside camp =((.walked in some ulu place.den only e pl can haf torch.den gt solo walk.. not scary one.. strolling summore.. den mr mail ask me walk faster. lol.. den reach e shelter where verybody was.. but dey very quiet den v scary.. den look closer confirm le den go in.. den many funny reactions from e other guides who came in later. all thought gt ghosts lol.got scolded by mdm faridah during debrief.not only me though]]
-forgot wad i ate for lunch and breakfast.. bread and stuff bahx
-cooks paTrol for duty
**we gt our camp tee this day**

6th dec
-pt and colours again
-patrol inspection again
-canoeing! [[we were e most zai pair.me and chenya.we were told to canoe until directly in front of e female instructor and we did it in a while. she said we were good =)) den after tt canoe v fast arnd.. v nice. v shiok. hehee. this part haolian more la.. lol.. den sining and sherry capsized.so had some emergency saving processs. den must form raft so help sir hold specs. den return him tt time ask me and chenya wad name.. loL!! oh den muhst control raft direction den dora and jiejia keep going e wrong direction.pengs.lol.. FUN FUN FUN! next year got canoeing expedition =PpPp]]
-games.something like amazing race.was running arnd wet.coz i bathed in my canoeing attire outside e washroom.just ran water down myself los.. den leg gt splinter still run pAIN ok!!!! dendecided to stop and take out.. =((
-orienteering walked arnd alot.. took a lot of shortcuts.. hehehe.. 3rd patrol to finish. coz we had mdm faridah wif us so she cnt help us find.. but those sec 4s or ex sec 4 one can help dem find ma.. 3rd is good enuff hehehehe!
-field cooking.. [[cook spaghetti.v delicious yummy! hehee.. one was in e shape of a heart v sweet awwwww.. e other was like a volcano first one called heart of courage second one is called -do not luff- it's called.. BUKIT COURAGE!
-campfire.shouted myself hoarse.my group be emceee.so must more enthu abit.. cheers and learn new songs. den gt item from active brave COURAGE daring elite fearless and gutsy. i acted as this sumo wrestler.our skit was about this weakling whu cnt win me.den after attending camp valour[[name of our camp this time]] den become strong den can win me.. valour means be strong.. funny overall. i noe i noe everybody was luffing at e bulge at my stomach.. i stuffed a slping bag in.. and after moving arnd it became slanted.. funny fine. haha!kai xin jiu hao!~
-lights out late everybody had fun.
-wood and water patrol for duty

7th dec and 8th dec
-break camp.strike camp.dismantled gadgets.prize presentation
BEST PATROL GOES TO -drumrolllllllss- COURAGE!!!!! wheeeee~ so happy la.. gutsy was second and brave was third.. COURAGE ROCKS COURAGE RULES! when i say courage u say rock courage rock courage rock when i say courage u say rock courage rock! it's a c c c o u it's a u u u r a it's a a a a g e c o u r a g e COURAGE COURAGE ALL THE WAY! wheee! hehehehehe
-supposed to wait in sch for hk guides exchange t-shrit but den news came tt we'll get it aT the airport.so went to j8 wif wanru in a cab wif all e bags and dirty trackpants and stuff
-go laundry shop and wash everyting! hmmm nice and warm...
-ate long john until we wan vomit and bought a cookie so tt can sit down at the shop while waiting for laundry
-went to aunt hse in cab to get my mp3
-returned home at 8 plus.
-packed bag for hk.
-reached airport at 10 plus.
-cried in e car coz v sad.. [[first time ownself take plane.last time i was at e aiport was when i came back from australia den received news tt grandpa die tt time so v sad leh.. but nvm lol]]
-met gavin xinwen jared... xinwen and jared nidta go after 15 minutes on e way out saw glen and andrew.. so me gavin glen gavin go viewing mall sit sit play cards...
-wanru arrived.go fetch her alone.sent her mum off met up wif e guys.
-taunt at viewing mall again.. clara arrived at 1am.
-in e meantime.. realised tt e mp3 tt i jsut got.. spoilt! no music to hk it' continued playing and stuff. nidta take go repair.. and gavin lost my waterbottle while taking luggage nvm la!
-3 plus wenta bk to eat breakfast? cum dinner and supper? coz clara actually say eat dinner together but she pang seh-ed us.. grrr.
-5 plus walk to t1 from t2. so sad.
-many guides from bendemeer and cedar arrived le.. so e guys made a move.. SO SAD OK!... so many days cnt see them ='((( lol... see gavin i gt miss u ok! hahahah!! =Pppp
-mdm faridah late.many parents were here.bimbos were there.their bf were there too.. tired out not enuff slp.. lol..
-slept on e plane e cedar pple 6 of us were in a row valuair! wheee~ not bad la.. quite fun..
-arrived in hk wah piang weather was like 15 deg and below everyday depends on which time of e day.. but still v cold. morning noon or nite. lol.. e water freezing too los in e hostel.
-went sight seeing.. many shops.. like diamond factory e peak some restaurant sum seafood stuff alot.. only reached hostel for e first time at nite not bad la gt air con but e weather already v cold le.., e bed v nice...
-slept alot in e bus.
-1 am lights out.. sleepppt! zzZzzz

9th dec
-woke up. cooks duty again. me and all cedarian up earliest. nidta go down do duty e bendemeer pple just woke up -.- so we cook e milo and stuff. btu after tt dey come down and do e other stuff.
-went shopping at shatin gt snoopy land.. bought alot of stuff at cheap prices. all cute cute summore alot of e ting tt i bought got at least 1 person haf e same ting.. loL! cedar guides took neoprint not all though.. lol
-went back hostel 1st batch of hk guides came.
-intro-ed themseleves [[my group]] as bobo momo vivi lala yoyo.... dey wan us to haf an easier time..so good rite.. dey v nice.. lol esp avis aka lala! hehehe.. so had fun and did more shopping.. lol we even took neoprint la..! hahahaah..
-came back debrief lights out.

10th dec
-was in guides uniform whole day. v cold hor.
-went to the hk gg hq den bought some shirt badges hp stuff all about guides la! v cute one ok
-den gt extra time so dey allowed us to haf 1 hr of shopping at lady street.
-pia all e way.. run here run there buy alot of tings ok.. ended up wif e most stufff and e most luggages and e biggest bags.. lol.. helped mdm faridah to bargain. only bargain until super duper exctra ultimate CHEAP ok....hehehe...
- went to a sch for exchange.. 2 rows of students stadning outside.. felt like some big shot. brought us arnd e sch.. bendeemeer guides only keep looking at e guys when dey were in hk.. was walkking up e stair while toking to one of e hk gal.. den fell grrr. so throw face. but iw as not e only one. lol! den sang songs.. their songs in canto but we had fun la.. sumore we did a few of singapore cheers like e shark song and my bonnie and more!! den gt guides enrolment.. damn funny and cute la.. but v long and boring.. hahaa. tooka few hours.. den some other of cca were rpesent like e boy and gal scout e road safety patrol and parents and commissioners and many pple la! den went for a powerpoint presentation in one of e classroom.. den had dinner.. like feast like tt ok aTe basin meal everyting in 1 big bowl.. gt chicken and stuff. den many pple take food for me so honoured. den take many pictures den gt to noe pple from other ccas also la.. hahaha.. den gt pple excahgen gift wif me my table gt a few scouts a few road safety pple and e guides from hk and singapore.. so ate and interacted had fun.. lol.
-hmm den e guides offered to bring us to a famous dessert shop EHHH NICE OK B CHAI JELLY! lol! v v v nice.. v kind of them dey even sent us back to e hostel.. so good.. friendly very good..
-spent all ntie packing up.. came wif 1 bag but returned wif 5.. den scared cnt so began squeezing loads of stuff. piang.. i too mcuh stuff.. but nv, hahahaha.. shopping rocks.. lights out 1 plus.. i slept at e top wif zihui.. haah! wheee! fun.. but she's irritating she stops pple from slping de

today
woke up at 5 nidta gather downstairs at 6 wif all luggages and stuff. teachers arrived at 7 in e meantime all of us slping at e bball court! ehh v cold oK! but tired ma.. so nvm! lol den packed up and do duty [[HEALTH!]] me and wanling and sandra wanru mopped floor of e hall 9 plus left for aiport 10 plus arrived.11 plus finish checking in.. 12 plus ran to catch e plane.. da pao burger king to plane coz e food not nice.. hectic and tiring day.. din really do much..lol.. slept on e plane took more pic

**thanks**
-bendemeer guides for e combined though we werent' v interactive
-e guiders for organizing this activity. [[ fun and enjoyable ]] ---highly recommendable---
-hk guides for their hospitality
-mr LEMON [[our tour guide in hk... v kind and funny]] can do loads of magic can be entertainer and he looks like zheng zhong ji, hacken lee and zhang guo rong from different angle
-cedar guides who went to hkk trip wif me we had fun eh? lol one more time dun mind leh!
-emmeline for going to e airport today
-e barker scouts who went to send us off =))

**shop-ed list**
-shades
-3 bags
-a jumper
-a few t shirt
-many badges
-3 cushion [[big had a hard time carrying them back ok ]]
-laopobing
-a dog plush toy [[ wanru bdae present to me ]]
-chocolate
-matchstick man t shirt diary bookmark waterbottle it's damn cute ok! most of us haf.
-pencilcase
-watch
-exchanged badges wif e scouts and guides

haven unpacked luggage tml den unpack too many stufff le.. lol im tired and sickk.. see ya pple! ok v long entry haha BUT camp and hong kong guides exchange rocks big time.. if i leave out anyting i mite add in again.. my whole family not in... bro went to aust on 5th coming abck on 12th [[tml]] mom dad sis went to kl wif e other relatives on 8th after me and coming back later in e nite.... hahahaa

16&17 december - am remedial
18 december - miss lim's wedding
20 december - am diagnostic test
21 december - MY BIRTHDAY!
23 december - chem diagnostic test
25 dec - CHRISTMAS!!!!
26 dec - me bro bdae
31 dec - last day of 2004

REALLY DAMN FUCKED UP LIAO

2004-12-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

wad the fuck.. i had enough u noe ENOUGH.. E N O U G H... grrr! came back my aunt's hse to take my bro deuter back and borrow luggage from my aunt.. i nidta go camp and my hong kong trip!! i noe it's wrong i only left home at 7 plus.. was using comp.. but that's nt the point..

so this was wad happened......

i told my mum after u ate dinner go to my aunt's hse and fetch me ok..
mum: later 7.30 when ur dad after work den go there fetch u la..
time was 7.05
me: by the time i reach my aunt hse already 7.30 pm.. i nid to pack my stuff.. eat dinner etc etc.
mum: i already told u to go back early who call u nv..
me: dun care.. jsut ask dad to come and fetch me ok.
mum: ok..

back at my aunt hse.. at 10pm when amazing race started.. got really pissed y nobody bothered to contact me to fetch me home.. fucking called my mum and she nv answer.. den she called back..

me: where are you now?
mum: at home los
me: den where is daddy?
mum: also at home los..
me: den me leh! u are supposed to come and fetch me..
mum: aiya u stay there tonight la..
me: i wan to go home! HOME u noe!
mum: take a bus..
me: with a luggage and so many stuff? i dun care i take cab u pay me
mum: no.
me: den ask dad come and fetch me
mum: u tok to him urself.
me: come and fetch me
dad: u stay there la very troublesome leh i still hafta walk to e carpark den v mafan. i very tired. why dun u leave the luggage there den i tml pick up for u.
me: but i tonight wan to pack le!
dad: sunday den pack los
me: I HAFTA GO CAMP b4 tt! where gt time! tml i going out until quite late sat is camp i nidta pack for both! no time i NIDTA GO HOME! den WAD TO DO! i wan to go home! i dun care i take cab u pay arh!
dad: u wan like that waste my money go ahead los.
me: FINE LA I DUN WNA GO HOME ALREADY I STAY HERE HAPPY? BYE BYE!

i practically screamed into the phone at them los.. listen to their voice also sian.. damn fuckers la.. pls.. kns.. so after hang up.. was complaining to everybody in my aunt's hse.. my 2 aunts and my 2 uncles.. was SCREAMING about how bloody irritaitng fuckup selfish inconsiderate dey were.. SWEARING whenever i get a chance.. bad attitude again! nto my fault! dey force me. dun drive me home den u fucking buy tt new car for wad. rich izziT! rich gimme money la.. waste on a car tt u do not drive.. FUCK la.. knn..

im still damn pissed now los.. grrrr. nth helps.. den gavin called twice actually was crying de.. den so many pple call me.. i hafta be nice and polite so tok to them like normal.. sheesh! no mood to tok but everybody suddenly msg and call me sua.. haha sorry hor! pardon me.. I SWEAR! tml go home wun tok to them.. its' e only day anyway.. sat go cmap den go hong kong dey wan like tt FINE LA! IDIOTS!

.pissedoff.fuckedup.

2004-12-02T15:39:00.000-08:00

damn it la.. was talking on e phone wif gavin, xinwen and wanru at arnd 1 plus.. then my mother came out caught me talking on e phone.. den say i too much.. den i say i going ot hang up le.. den my dad came out and lectured me but WHO CARES? i dun tok to my dad.. forever ignoring him.. when ever he talks he just pissed me off.. no matter what he asks.. den keep saying i haf bad attitude.. go out will get whacked PLS LA i only tok to U all like tt la fucking ass.. say one day gonna slap me.. for god sake im already 14 ok 15 soon.. goig to get my ic soon.. so wad if i wan slp late it's my own fucking problem ok.. no life.. damnn!

then e more fucking ting came out 4 plus i was still online.. fully awake cant fucking get to slp.. so play games wif those pple online.. den shit la my mum came out again SCREAM AT ME... followed by my dad.. den scream and scream like some mad pple.. can slp dun wan slp come out kah jiao me.. fuck la.. kns.. then ask me go offline nw.. den i dun wan.. so gt whacked by my mum FUCK la.. i so old le still beat pls la for fuck.. e more u control e more i rebel.. damn den i say good bye also cannot.. no life!.. so they threatened to cut away my line coz i haf been toking till wee hours like 6am?? but free incoming wad... basket.. den lock comp.. but too bad dey dunno how.. den ground me dun let me go hong kong or camp.. for god sake.. grown ups always tink ure rite.. tsktsk..

ok i noe im wrong scolding my parents.. but damnit.. STOP CONTROLLING ME! i dun like tt.. my attitude aint bad oK! go and ask my frens.. i noe u all wun read this.. even if u all are reading it.. i cant be bothered.. im going camp on sat le.. and u can only seee me until 12th.. freedom to me! wheeee~

ok on a lighter note.. haf been rather not angry in e morning... xinwen called me from his hike.. den ask me call gavin to call him coz nidta ask him something.. den i dun dare to call gavin's hse but gavin no hp nw.. summore last ntie 1 plus i called gavin's hse gt lectured by glen.. den scared le.. so i v notti.. go call glen on hp.. den rite.. lol 11 am le la.. den apparently he still slping coz he slept at 6.. den too bad la.. i ask him wake gavin up he dun wan.. so i kah-jiaoed him and dun let him slp.. den we chatted until gavin woke up.. den we had conference.. me e brothers clara and glen's fren.. so now we playing dai dee.. wheeeee~~ ok update more later if gt anyting else. lol bleahh! =))

______________________bored day

2004-12-01T07:27:00.000-08:00

welll... i din even step out of the house today.. im such a pig.. lazy bumm.. tsk tskk.. was on e phone until 4.30 am den slept until 1pm.. ok i noe im a pig.. NOT ENOUGH SLP MA!!!! u noe so many days do so many tings with so little slp ok.. tsk tsk... heheheheheehehhe dun care..

from morning until evening we've been playing pool.. me gavin jared jordon wanru andrew yuppps and my fren from national camp gavin.. hahahah =)) den play until very siann hor.. den we switched to daidee.. den only gt 3 pple ma.. so i opened up another game.. den gavin's bro was using his account.. den i dun wan tell them hu is bitch. den actually is me.. lol!!!! so rite.. i keep keeping them in suspense.. so rite.. dey went who the fuck are you bitch.. so i decided to say.. L A M E.. sad..

tonight's SINGAPORE IDOL FINAL SHOWDOWN.. who will be the first ever SINGAPORE IDOL! will it be TAUFIK BATISAH **yellls and screams** or izzit sly SYLVESTER SIM.. did u watch channel 5 just now? 2 and a half hour of SHOW! wheeeeeee~~ and e results just came out.. TAUFIK BATISAH! SINGAPORE"S FIRST EVER IDOL! wheeeeeeeeeee!!!! ok la

that's the HIGHLIGHT of today can.. was jumping anrd.. screaming tt sly din win!! who call him boot oli out.. basket.. hmmphs! den kena scolded by parents.. dun like to talk to my dad. everytime he tok to me i just look at e tv.. who careS! assss.. nvm.. so wanru and val etc were there at the scene but i was tired and lazy and sick.. so i dun go!!!! rest at home!!! so rocks..! still haf e same effect... hehehehehehheheheheh!!!

ok now im on the phone again... wif gavin and xinwen.. and gavin just hung up.. and im going off le.. wheeee~~ heheheheeh!! bleahh..

TAUFIK BATISAH YOU ARE THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired.tired.tired.

2004-11-30T17:25:00.000-08:00

arhhh.. im still suffering from not enuff slp arhh.. e day b4 conference with gavin and glenn and wanru.. den me and gavin just tok until 6am in e morning until his phone de batt flat los... doiii~ den 7am woke up get ready go sch.. sheesh nt enuff slp leh!!!!!!! >.<> survived 2 days of pre camp trainin.. damn ytd i go home.. mum:where did u go today huh?why become so dark.? me:pre camp training la! duhhh.. i where gt burnt until so chamm.. lol.. so for pre camp training we did tent pitching and some shelter stuff and gadget.. so funn leh! i tink i will love camp.. haha.. den today gt camp briefing me my group patrol leader.. but i'll rotate let other pple be also =)) recently like to play yahooo pooll.. all gavin's fault.. but i love him! hahahah! he's just so cute! and he and glenn singing damn ke ai also los! and dey sing cantonese chinese english songs wif us.. SO FUN~ next time must conference again hor.. hahhaa.. my blog is done arh.. alnost bah.. but it wun be updated daily.. mite be mite not.. see first..

im now at wanru's house. wanru's slping on e sofa.. clara's on e floor wahhh~! they slp until so comfortable sia.. haha.. and playing pool wif my "daddy" andrew.. eh pple hu read my blog tag my board leh.. hahaha.. so boring.. i dun wan blog le.. haha.. later go home see mood.. lol..

CEDAR GUIDES ANNUAL CAMP 2004 [[campchristine]]
- in 4 days time. 4th december 2004-7th december 2004
HONG KONG GUIDES EXCHANGE [[changiairport-hongkong]]
- in 8 days time. 8th december 2004-11th december 2004

so i wun be contactable for many days.. dun miss me coz i will miss u all for sure de ok =)) esp my BELOVED EVER DEAREST DARLING PARTNER GAVIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but he going to send us off at airport he promise de i dun care hahahah! bleahh.. yupps den got more activities coming this holidays.. god bless me.. gonna be busy.. lol see ya =)) orange rocks my world.. gavin rocks my world too hehe

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