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Saturday, December 17, 2005

xx 12:37 PM

JACOB YEO ZUO QUAN IS SAD BECAUSE HE IS LEFT ALONE BY HIS BEST OF FRIENDS IN SINGAPORE.

-hahahaa.
everybody's overseas.

nvm la. u still have me!
HAHAHA

HAVE YOU BOUGHT MY PRESENT >.< =x HAHAHAHA

anyway today slept till now! so song. past few days slept till 8am wake up le.
coz go taiwan tt time everyday 6 am wake up sia. HAHA
i'll update more later maybe.

XINWEN! THANK YOU! ;) very touched.
GO ON 19th! =)

Friday, December 16, 2005

xx 10:28 PM

so i haven been watching much tv this year.
losing out on every tv serial and stuff.
got time den maybe check out 7pm or 9pm show.

watch maybe like 1/10 of the whole show.

BUT BUT BUT.
today, like 1.5 hours ago.
i caught the DA JIE JU of WU CHU CAI HONG ( the rainbow connection )
before that got see abit here abit there. roughly noe how the story goes and stuff la.

i remember the first episode of this show clashed with that of GOTCHA. the one wanru sister doing one. so i wathced GOTCHA> must give support ma. haha. she got appear okays. den commercial break tt time i switch to channel 8 den alot of CHINA PPLE. so i was like wth is this show. and tot it was not nice.

damn.i was wrong.
from the first few episodes that i watched i thought WANG JIAN YI WAS KINDA CUTE.
and nice.
see im not so superficial to just judge by his outlook. HAHAH.
until the very last episode i still tink he's nice.
and i tink he suits YOYO more than XIAOQIAN okays!
argh.
~~i really dun like xiaoqian~~
dey not compatible!
BLAH!
and he's so so so so so mean to YOYO
how can like that.
BUT BUT
that's only the end.
during the competition.
man i was so worried they cudden make it in time.
but of coz they did.
before the dance, they share this long passionate sweet nice kiss.
-yummylicious-
and they dance so beautifully it's bound to touch many hearts.
at the end they also kissed.
SO LONG SUMMORE LONGER THAN THE PREVIOUS ONE OKAYS!
den hor. when they received the award. he kissed her. on the cheeks!
so nice!!! -floats to dreamland- LOL
I WAS AND STILL AM JEALOUS!
how long haven i been fantasizing about tv-characters sia.
but in the end.
he brought her high up only to bring her back down to reality.
SO MEAN
to follow the stupid xiaoqian.

I CRY.
urgh.
wtf.
=(

xx 6:27 PM

[updated]

I JUST WENT TO APPEAL TO SAJC!

apparently we can appeal at the old/new building also can. but serene say dun tink they move to potong pasir le -which is like 1 stop away from my hse/can take any of the 10 buses?- BLAH. so we went all the way to the FAR FAR school. den at there dey say potong pasir also can. wtf. LOL. okays. so anyway. we went there and like take a form filled it up. and realise the perfect combi i want is actually sci stream instead of arts sia. never mind o level change. HAHA.

anyway.

*hint hint*
everybody check out the THE BITCH segment of my blog
*hint hint*
today's 16th december
*hint hint*
5 more days something big's gonna happen!
*hint hint hint*
HEHEHEHE.

xx 9:53 AM

got my posting results for first three months!
~~ifuckinggotpostedinto~~
NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!!!!

not say very happy
but not say very sad.

anybody going to NYJC please let me know.
future school mates!

so far only like songsihui, abigail, sarah chua.
but i like not v close with them
BOOO!

(updated) MEIRU IS GOING NYJC! though not arts! BUT NVM!

YAYS COMPANY!

anyway. ytd i went out with emm and her fren to watch SAW 2! THE SHOW IS fucking ~~awesome~~GRUESOME. oh i shall not elaborate. ownself go watch.

after the movie at cine, we took a train to clarke quay and walk walk arnd. contemplating whether to take the boat or wad. but in the end nv. walked to marina square from there and look for annabel at her workplace. had dinner there. den walked arnd again. den walked back to boat quay near by.

DEN DEN. we decided to take a trishaw! so we squeezed in.3 of us.haha so fun. and we waved to pple. i tink everybody tink we crazy. coz we are on board a TRISHAW but it was freaking fun. and i like the wind! YAYS.

homesweethome. LOL

NYJC.-boo.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

xx 4:01 PM

hello everybody.
my beloved ever dearest readers!
im back from taiwan!
yays.

the weather in singapore is really hot and irritating.
the weather in taiwan is cold and extremely cool.

in singapore wearing a t-shirt and we'll complain about how hot it is.
in taiwan wearing a long sleeve and a thick jacket and i complain about how cold it is.

taipei is colder than the rest of the parts of taiwan
and the airport we landed in is in taipei
and i wore a skirt when i left singapore.

shit has it.
i was freezing when i stepped out of the airport.
damn it.
nobody was wearing skirt BUT me.
stupid.
me.
wth.
everybody look at me with sum weird weird expression.
the sort that goes omg-u-sure-u-not-cold?
BLAH.

but the next few days all wear jeans.
once bitten twice shy.
it warmed up during the last few days in gaohsiung etc. so last day i wore skirt again!
but on our way back to taipei, the wind was DAMN DAMN STRONG. and and i was freezing again.
my hands became numbed.
the feeeling was horrigible terrigible okays. =(

visited many places.
heard many stories.
the 921 earthquake and all the natural disasters.
there was this temple that collapsed during the earthquake 6 years ago. and till now it was not cleared up. so we can easily view the mass destruction. pretty sight. one we'll nv get to see in singapore.
then go to mountain see one side of the road collapsed.
it was scary.
heng our driver was licensed. and pro.
so scary the landslide and stuff.

one of the days this ahma fell down in the toilet. bled. and sent to A&E ambulance arrived in less than 5 minutes. damn efficient. so all of us went down to hospital and wait for her wound to be stitched and stuff. so poor ting.

and everyday we'll be on the move travellling arnd the island. from one city to antoher takes more than 3 hours. and every night we stay in different hotels. damn song. me my dad mum sis and aunt. every time 2 rooms. at this certain farm place. one room has 4 single beds. we get to choose. another one the bed is all queen size. so woah. each person 1 single and still got spare. quite comfy too. there's this hot spring hotel that we went to right, then all the water smelt of BAD EGG. it's the sulphur smell. we brush teeth with that too kays. it stinks. like totally. BLAH.

err. one of the days we went to this yehliu place or sumting if i din remember wrongly. pure geography students will love the place.
the coastal erosion
stacks
potholes
big waves (pacific ocean there okays)
and a lot alot of pretty tings.
the waves there are extremely and very very pretty.
and i nearly lost my camera there. or so i thought.
turned out to be on the floor in my poncho
right. it was raining. the only day that rained. quite sad.
and i only really saw the SUN in one day.
their 5pm is as dark as our 10 pm.
no joke.

there got very little clothes to shop for. mostly winter longsleeves stuff. bring back singapore also seldom wear. BLAH. so bought bags. and LOADS OF FOOD. we went with like 3 luggages 4 pple and came back with 10! wtf. 10 including 4 big boxes of food.

visited alot of places of interest also. museum paper factory(we did our own paper fan) ALOT ALOT. sit bus sit until bus rot also.

and and the cigarettes there are ~~FUCKING~~ cheap. S$2.50 for a marlboro big pack. singapore buy 1 there can buy 4. no wonder there alot of pple smoke. tsk. tsk tsk.

right den there's the PING LANG XI SHI. wear only ~~braandpanties~~ to sell. u cant find them along the streets in singapore definitely. LOl. maybe along sentosa. HAHA. and my dad wanted to take a pic of them like wtf so tiko. totally cannot stnad him. when he's one of 3 MEN in the group. dot.

out of 30 plus pple got 3 men and 7 boys. the rest all women and girls.
hahaha.

and i drove a buggy there. though license needed i ask my dad collect the buggy den i drive. wahahah.
so cool.
the uncle say i next time can drive. WHEE.

oh oh and the food there. every dinner is like 10 course.
SIAO one.
sure got soup and fish and veggie and small prawns and everynight same!
the last dish cfm is fruits. liu ding. everynight.
sumtimes got chicken or pork or lobster and abalone.
hahaha.
breakfast everyday is continental that kind alot of variety
except last day.
sucky restaurant. porridge with veggie and egg and tou hua shui dun even haf grape juice like the others!
i see already i went to 7-11 buy cup noodles.
den everyboyd look at me with envy. with fruit juice in hand. cool. HAHA
the hotel got complained.

and and and.
there was this really cute guy who's same age. LOl.
we like talked alot only during the last few nights.
otherwise i only talk to his mother. and the aunt's young infant. LOl
got to noe alot of pple. made more frens.
damn cool.
so fun i missed.
but i prefer singapore coz it's safer.

there the pple dress very weirdly also.
if wear come singapore. everybody tink u SIAO.
the eyelashes like 2 cm long kind.
lOl

thankyoukevinjacobaliciasingchangengkwanshermanforsendingmeoffattheairportsoearlyinthemorning.

hmm.
and most probably
i'll be meeeting emm and her fren to watch saw 2 tml. HAHA
so long nv watch movie already.

okays BYEBYE pple! ((;

therewasthisvoicemailinmymailbox.
verysweet.
andunexpected.
((:
it made me smile. HEH

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

xx 1:47 PM

to all my EVER DEAREST readers.
-if there are any.

I'LL BE OFF TO TAIWAN

from 7th december to 13th december only la.

but still.

MISS ME OKAYS? ;)

Sunday, December 04, 2005

xx 2:25 PM

has been a long long long long time since i post. lol. so many things happen leh.

no1 BIG THING. O LEVELS ENDED ON 18TH NOVEMEBER 2005.
but hor i dun really feel anything. not particularly happy or anything.
just feel that i dun haf to touch books for like 2 months?
results are worrying.
english was really ok. chinese err. amaths EASY PEASY hope i can really get A1. emaths too A1 PLEASE. physics was alright. chemistry was do-able. geog was so so. i fell aslp during the history paper. BLAH.

no2 BIG THING. PROM NIGHT WAS ON 25TH NOVEMBER 2005.
at first was a very weird dress. but we decided it was too weird so did last day shopping and bought a jacket a top and a skirt. hair and makeup went hollywood secrets at far east to make. it was GREAT.. i mean. hahahaha. visit my frenster and u will noe. hahaa. and it is ME okays. many many pretty pple in the sch hall. so nice. i like. it was damn fun and exciting la. mambo queen wasnt my class representative but never mind WELL DONE! hehes. there was a bitch. i shall not elaborate. LOL. after prom we went to watch ZATHURA at cine 12.20am show. before tt went cartel and met clara sandra jean huihui. all slacked together. after the movie 2 plus am cabbed down to his house there. him and his frens were waiting at the void deck. den they refused to stay at the void deck. so i pei him go home bathe first. den we went to his fren hse to slack. all 5 of us there. den mapled. pokered. wanted to slp. only slept a while though.

no3 MEDIUM THING. i tried to look for a job so went for job interviews with wanru and manel.all fail except one is work at starhub roadshow den must promote the promotion stuffs. and is commission based. means u earn wad u sell. u dun sell u dun earn. so i decided not to take up the job whilst the other two went ahead with it. i do that kind of job before and i dun like it. hahaa. JIAYOU okays. hope u all sell alot alot alot. esp WANRU den i can eat my cartel main course ((:

no4 SMALL THING. CAKES AT 2 slices FOR THE PRICE OF 1/2
one of the days after the job interview we went to eat cartel. total we only had like 5 plus la. den wanru atm inside got 4. so we use the 4 and buy a cake since the cake was 50% after 9. it was 9.10. den the 5 plus buy a cup of coffee. but after gst we were SHORT of 5 cents. so walked arnd j8 and saw a fren. borrowed 5 cents from him. den with the cake and coffee we get free plain water and bread. LOL. and slack there los. eat the cake halfway wanru found a foreign object inside. sum purplish straw like ting bah. so we ate a little more of the edible part den told the staff about it whereby they replaced another slice of cake. and we asked if can choose another flavour and YEAH can. so hahahaha. second time already ok. tt time we go j8 de coffeebean drink coffee and eat cake also. den after tt my cake got unbaked flour. so we got another slice as well.

no5 SMALL THING. we saw TEAM SINGAPORE!
so before we went to cartel we were at the airport. took 53 from airport to bishan one ma. passed by HIS house also HEHE. hmm anyway. after the job interviews we dun feel like going home so went to airport to slack. arnd 7 plus we left the airport mac. and we saw many RED RED people leh! wanru say got camera den i was like ISSIT TEAM SINGAPORE. so we went forward to see. and and and and and IT WAS THEM. so we looked further to see is which sports one. and and SAW LIONEL LEWIS! LOL. LOL. LOL. den took his signature and he wrote to HUI YEN okays. LOl. and and i take picture with him. he so cute. but he's like SUPER SUPER TALL LA. LOl. he has to bend down alot before he can be the same height as me. HIS FACE DAMN CLOSE. HEHEHE. lOL. my face RED sia. hahahahahahahaha.

no6 SUPER SMALL THING. i have been visiting mac sitting at the same place near the counter rather closely. HEHE. LOL.

no7 OKAY THING. i went to east coast that day with wanru valerie emmeline jean sandra clara huihui. so many dyed hair. LOL. half of the no. hahaha. long time no see val. HAHA. and we had fun at the breaKwaters and i got chaotah. LOl. den built sandcastles and stuff. played arnd the sands. and a group of dunno how old girl come and step sia. when we sit a dist away to see. den jump. STUPID. den bladed for 2 hours. LEGS PAIN sia. me and clara. wanru and sandra bladed arnd the skating rink there. me and clara went to find the other 4 at the jetty they cycled. den we eat icecream. and slack. NICE. having a bbq soon! and xmas dinner. LOL

no8 WE CHOSE FIRST THREE MONTHS SCHOOL
12 choices.
1st: sajc arts
2nd: ajc arts
3rd: nyjc arts
4th: mjc arts
5th: cjc arts
6th sajc science
7th: ajc science
8th: nyjc science
9th: mjc science
10th: cjc science
11th: srjc science
12th: acjc arts
from 6th onwards all anyhow put one.
no9 I WENT TO THE ZOO AND THE NIGHT SAFARI! with jacob jevin singchang engkwan and my sister -_-. BLAHH. BUT IT WAS FUN. the monkaes can SING. and get me HIGH! lOL. so nice. i tell u all okays. got time must go zoo! the animals are very cute and big. im serious. LOL. and bring extra clothes if you want to play at the children's play land. GOT SWING ALSO. play water must remember to taKe ur hp out. LOL. if not end up like me. heng can save. LOL. also. i played with kevin's PSP FIFA 2006. and i am the top scorer now. computer 700000 i 669+++ WHEEE> and he cannot break it. BLEAH! zoo from morning till night. TIRED> 12 hours of walking. LOL
i tink no more tings happen le la. long post enuff anot ,to all who ask me to post.

if u were a third party, how will you feel.
if the extra affair that should have never happened happened, what will you do.
so confusing.
so troubled.
just remaining as frens just isnt enuff.
BLAH.
random.

meant to be underground hidden and never exposed.
that's what a third party is for.
to give comfort when the couple quarrels.
and just to be there.
he'll never know
and he'll never understand.

extra tyre.
that's what a third party is for aint it.

he made me fall in love with SHAN HU HAI.
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